A short story…

The Passenger

I was driving the curvy backroads home. It was dusky; when shadows and substance do their slow dance into darkness. I stopped listening to the radio years ago. Melodic distractions these days seemed like a rude shove to personal philosophizing. Reflecting on an amazing day, actually a full week of accomplishment, I was suddenly jarred back into the task of auto manuvering by a mass in the middle of the road. Dead Possum? Rabbit? I swerved sharply to keep from splashing road kill guts and brains onto my undercarriage. I slowed quickly, glancing back to make sure I had missed the mess. The red glow of my brake lights illuminated a rambunctious child’s window tossed large baby doll. I don’t know why, I had never pulled over for any road detris before, but, stopping, I engaged my emergency flashers and walked back to pluck the doll from a fate of certain smashing. I stood there too long. In the middle of the road. Stunned. A live was baby now sitting up in the road. It wasn’t crying, more like grimmacing. Shirtless, dirty and only in jeans and a smelly dirty diaper, it reached for me, it’s fingers kneading the air.

Headlights flashed in the distance. With no time to consider my options I grabbed the baby and ran to my car.
How does a baby end up in the middle of the road? I opened the back door and laid him [or was it a her? At this point I had no idea which] onto the seat. In the dim light of the car’s interior lights, I began my inspection for clues. No road rash, scrapes or cuts. Just a beautiful blue eyed child that stunk to high heaven.

Why would someone leave a baby, a baby for God’s sake, in the road? I, or anyone driving this road tonight could have killed this child! Should I search nearby homes? No. Any parent who would be this neglectful or intentionally murderous should never see this sweet one again! I would drive home, send my wife for diapers and together clean him up, maybe feed him, then call 911. Why wasn’t he crying? Since I didn’t have a baby car seat, I swaddled him into the rearseat seatbelt and jumped in to head home. My brain was shorting out with disbelief and questions. Barely one mile down the road, then, “Hello, Dad.” What the…? In the rear view mirror were two dimly visible, familiar eyes. And a backlit, almost haloed child’s face. “Hey…who are you!?! Where did you come from? Where’s the baby?”
To which came the reply, “So glad I found you. Thanks for the ride home, Pop.”

The rearview mirror glowed from those eyes. Emotionally cooling. Confusion and fear encoiled me but my core was calm. “Where did you come from little guy? How is your little brother, back there?” …thinking he may have hopped into my car while I was loading the baby. Two lost children. Now I was a kidnapper.
He clarified. “It’s just me. How long til we get home?”

Nope. Not making any sense whatsoever. “Wait, you are telling me that you were the baby and now, in less than a couple of minutes you are 5 years old? What kind of game is this? Where are your parents?”

“We are me, Dad. And you are it. You and mom are all I got.”

Head shaking, voice cracking, “We don’t have any children, little guy. Really what’s going on, where do you and your brother live? I’m taking you home.”

“You prayed, right? Last night? And for years before. You and mom asked for a child. Well, I’m here. But we don’t have much time. Hurry.”

Sense making wasn’t happening.

“Listen…uh…What’s your name?”

“You haven’t given me a name yet. Who do you want me to be?”

“Really kid. This is getting weirder and weirder. I don’t get it. I almost run over your brother in the road, then while I’m helping him you jump in and start with this…I’m pulling over and you had better have an good explanation for this…”

I pulled over into a country church parking lot, jumped out and flung open the back door. One child. No baby. Impossible.

“I told you, I found you and want to go home. What’s so hard about that? We don’t have time to sit here. Go. Go. Go.”

It was the same child. Or a 4 year older twin. The baggy jeans and smelly diaper were gone.
Now, this child was dressed in a pair of boy’s overalls and a clean t-shirt. And he talked like and adult. His words were more than that. They were commanding and bossy.

“One hour, a lifetime. What are we going to do with it, Dad?”